Feeling crappy lately. I suppose I’ve been hiding.

Dang, I haven’t blogged in a long time.....oops! I guess I haven’t been in the mood, really. Keeping to myself and not having to admit my body tricked me, yet again, is easier for me. Yup, it sucks. AF hasn’t arrived and I’m convinced she won’t. I didn’t O and I’ll say it again, IT SUCKS. I’m probably the only woman on earth with “Getting my period.” on my Christmas list!

I think it’s hilarious that the s/w says I’m PG. I haven’t felt the urge to figure out how to override the little chick on my chart. My left side "feelings" have returned and I'm convinced I have a cyst, because it's been tender to the touch lately.

J and I will be making a trip home this weekend. I think it’s really what I need - to get away and keep my mind off everything for a few days. I’m really excited to see some of my old friends, especially T. I probably won’t be able to see her girls, as they’ll be with their dad. I’m really bummed about that, but I’m sure we’ll see them soon.

::: A crawls back into hiding :::