CD 151 or CD 1??

I was going to blog this morning about how I was feeling – defeated, yet again. It’s been 5 days since my last Provera pill and no sign of my Christmas Wish List being fulfilled. No cramps, no spotting, just a little bit of bitchy-ness, but that’s an everyday occurrence for me. Hehehe

Right before I sat down to blog, I went to the bathroom and actually saw what I’ve been waiting for 150 days – AF has arrived!!!!!! I can’t believe I’m so elated over having my period. I was joking with my family that I didn’t want to plan anything for Christmas – partly because I’ve been mildly depressed over our TTC efforts and because I was hoping to be in bed dealing with deathly pains from AF.

I can finally put 150 days behind me and start anew. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders – it’s empowering, really. Merry Christmas!